懦弱會讓自己看不起 May 16, 2009

I starting to give myself one more try and finding back all the things I use to have.
I realised I lost my genuin smile too.

I really want to complain that the world is unfair but I told myself that this is a very selfish statement.

I’m finding many ways to make myself to feel happy.
Although it’s really sad that things seem impossible.

But I’m still given a choice.

So, I will be fine.
Yes. I will be fine.

I want to be fine, please.

At this freaking point of time May 11, 2009

Feeling so lazy to bloggggg.

‘Cause everytime when I decided to blog, my eyes feels heavy and my brain just go blank.
This is what i’m experiencing now D:

If you’re wondering what I’m up to recently,

Yes! I’ve found a part time job – As a child care teacher.
looking after babies and all that.  After teaching there for more than a month, i really starting enjoy this job

Partly because I’m getting to know kids and babies there and I really love them :3
Although most of the time, they are really so freaking naughty and complaint 24/7
but they are still cute and innocent – that’s for sure x)

I’m still have decide where to head for my future.
NAFA teaching course sounds good, but too many things going on my mind. I have to think real hard.

Sigh.

But Varian papa is right. I’m sort of getting an answer for my answer. I still got 6 months to think and decide.

kk, I shall go to bed now. yawn~

- -      ツgi-Ralph E Minor Lim                                                         -Swearin that we’ll, never part:] says:

<3

awww x) so sweet!
I love you dear (:

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For anytime, anymore. March 28, 2009

There will be scar left after the wound is healed.
Corrinne May says that scars makes us a stronger person.

But it seems to me that, some scars that I have – creates phobia, fear and loss of confident.

Please call me, Miss Accident Prone March 20, 2009

If anything gonna be worsen…
Soon, I can be the next full metal alchemist number 2

get something to replace my left leg and right hand.

Soba Iru Yo ! (: March 17, 2009

Yes, I know
Pardon me being so crazy over Japanese stuff recently It’s just me and something that I like about (:

Pardon me once again for not updating.
Partly is because :

1. Too lazy
2. Too Busy
3. Can’t be bother

But I will just summaries what had happened  :

• Rotted at home most of the time, while waiting for phone calls and was hoping that I would be hired.
• Killed myself a few times, just to push myself to practice flute and neglected practicing keyboard
• Celebrated Valentines day with boyfriend and his family (:
• Attended my childhood idol, Francis Yap’s concert ;D ;D
• Watched South Park 24/7 while waiting RPWS to come back from Hong Kong trip
• Things went bad around that time. Aunty got into car accident and boyfriend was very sick.
• Things went back fine after that (:
• Ryan’s POP
• 1 year anniversary (:
• Had composition discussion with Dax lao shi.
• Wohoo! RPWS’s peeps were back.
• Went Career and Education Fair
• Phil youth Prac resumed, had year 3 farwell party
• Wohoo! finally hired! As a Child Care teacher/nanny (?)
• Sick
• Mr Chiang’s baby first month gathering – Arielle (x (x
• Finally get the chance to visit SPCA with Aizat and Cpc
• Found out how cool “Noise Singapore” is

Yeap, That’s all about it.
Hopefully, Things will be better for myself and everyone.
Yes, I starting to accept the path into YOUNG adulthood.
3 cheers for everyone! lets work hard (:

Take care and take heart (:

If you close your eyes… February 25, 2009

Hmm, Would you wish that I was there, standing next to you?

Happen to listen to “9th March” (from one litre of tears) and actually want to recall the lyrics, so, I went to goggled out the translation of the lyrics.

Nevertheless, the lyrics is really very meaningful.

“I’m standing at the door to a new world

What I’ve realized is that I’m not alone

If I close my eyes

You’re behind my eyelids

How strong has that made me?

I hope I’m the same for you”

I missing a lot of things right now and I don’t know what to do. But at least, RPWS buddies are back and philyouth practice is resuming this week x)

I hope I will feel better… yup (:

And oh,  I almost forgot that I love this line from the song :

“From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me”

As time goes by, February 21, 2009

Happy one year, baby (:

hope your throat gets better too (:

Nothing you confess; Will make me love you less. February 17, 2009

3,4 interviews down.BUT NONE OF THEM CALLED ME UP D’:
ah well, I trying 3 more job interviews this week.

Some how I settle down with a plan. I will do and MUST do my best for it.

Been practicing flute these days and I pretty happy myself that I actually practice more than I did in these 8 years as a flautist.  Yea yea, FTW! gonna prepare lesson with lao shis’ soon.

Wang lao shi left counting down to one month; Dax lao shi is like this friday?
zomg, I stopped composing after since my project was over and I’m so used to those cheena tune already.
I hope I don’t screw up!

I’m doing all these it’s all because I want to do it. It’s a kinda pity that I always can’t catch up with others.
But being slow doesn’t mean I can’t go for the race right (: ?

And due to some obvious reason that I’m being so free these days;
I got myself updated at HMV, with at the latest new album on the top chat.

I got hooked on Duffy (: You guys should really give a try and listen to her album.
Love her “Warwick Avenue” and “Mercy”

Another song caught my attention – Beyonce’s “If I were a boy”
This song says all the thing that I wanted to say when I’m still keeping short hair like butch. ahahahah. side track, share with yall some other time.

Lately, I hope and pray that time really heal everyone’s pain and slowly understand things that had happened.
Because, Life is also about appreciating yourself and others. I guess that’s the way to be happy, along with honesty, sensible, understanding etc…

Being happy is an option. Choose it (:

Yippy! February 7, 2009

HELLO ALL.

Cpc and I actually been busy rehearsing for an event for this chemical company, named GME.
They asked us to perform duo performance for their 10th anniversary dinner.

And wheeeee. We really enjoyed alot during this evening.
We performed at Mandai Orchid garden. It pretty cool actually (:

The best thing was the dinner they provided us. Just look at the gallery below and you will know what I mean.

We had dinner under the moon light :3

Yup, thats about it. It was really enjoyable evening ;]