Perhaps all I needed was a word of encourage from the start
What if there’s no encouragement at all?
Do I have the right to go one corner and cry like a stubborn little small girl?
But I guess I’m just getting old. really :/
Perhaps I would never stop thinking how badly about myself
Unless miracle happens.
But then again, I really have no idea how long I can dream. how hard I try…
In the end I would found out that I’m just don’t belong here
So is it just only a dream?