I don’t know how to describe to you what’s on my mind all these while,
But I can tell you that I currently at the lowest point where I feeling like an idiot and a loser after I’ve been trying all these years.
I’m stepping towards another path of my life although the ending doesn’t seem really good.
But I’m trying to end it good here.
It really saddening that those closest to me, my family, don’t give me the support.
But I still want to believe that they will eventually give me encourage that I’ve been longing for.
Although I don’t know why the only way to win is to risk,
But I can’t be afraid.
Because only my dreams can save me now.
