Endless Story; Endless Love January 28, 2009
“I was diagnosed with advanced breast cancer in December 2005. I spent 2006 getting surgery, chemotherapy, and radiation therapy. In August 2007, my cancer came back. In February 2008, I learned the cancer had spread to my brain, liver, lungs, and bones. I live in Singapore with my husband Tony, daughter Josie (born Feb. 2003), and son Toby (born July 2005). Thanks to all of you who are still reading and commenting on my blog.”
- Shin Na
TV journalist Shin Na was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2005 and on Tuesday( 27th Jan 2009) , she bid a final farewell to her husband and two children
I saw this on the news today. Was really curious about her, so went to goggle about her.
Found her blog and all that. It’s really heart-warming but at the same time it’s kinda sad as well.
She actually donated her body for educating the doctor in future.
But guess what?
Her 5 year old daughter now said she wants to pledge her body too in future.
“Because to her, a body is just that, while memories of her mother will live on in her mind.”
And the most touching part that Shin Na mentioned :
“Since this recurrence, I’ve made a point of telling her every night when I tuck her, that I will always love her and I will be in her heart. I put my hand on her heart, and I saw that I will always be there, even when I’m not.”
Nothing can beats a Mother’s love.
May you rest in peace, Shin Na
You are a blessed and happiest woman on Earth, Really (:
Thanks for sharing!
Love,
Sandy
Resources : http://shinscancerblog.blogspot.com/2008/03/strike-three.html
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/405425/1/.html
May you find some comfort here January 25, 2009
God died for our Sins; forgiveness is there for us
God didn’t died for our Emotions; so we have to handle it ourselves
Because that’s part of our responsibility or consequence.
It’s another lesson in life.
I think to myself, everyone made mistake
I don’t want to hate anyone- I give you my fullest understanding hoping you will realise things eventually.
Although it hurting me alot right now. But I believe in you and us -
At the end of it, everyone will be happy.
Hope you understand what are things in life are temporary and permanent.
What are things are morally right or wrong.
No one would want to hold on burden to themselves.
Anytime you feeling anything negative; please be strong okay?
I really hope we can both smile to each other whole-heartily.
To let you know that I give you my support (:
“人之初 性本善 ”
that;s something that I wanna believe.
The little beginning of my farewell January 23, 2009
I took so long to realize how much I’ve changed recently.
I have yet to find out whether there are some more changes which I still haven’t really notice.
From Varian Papa, Anthony papa(?) Aizat, Ralph’s mom to Jimin (and although I don’t really know her directly, but thanks jimin (: ).
From last few months until now;
From 2006 until today
From Secondary School until right now.
From the moon rises until the Sun sets.
I’ve been changing -
Many wrongs that I’ve been trying to make it right and for the rights that I accidentally made it wrong.
Well, at least I’ve got no regrets at all.
I’m still very grateful for everything that has happened.
All those ups that light up my days ; All those downs that make me cherish my love ones ever more.
I’d really love the sense of belonging; love to be remembered.
Just like able to meet someone who i once chatted with 5 6 years ago
and after 5 years later; he remembers that stupid email address of mine
and right now he’s my dearest beloved one (:
Perhaps life isn’t totally unfair to anyone at all.
So, Tonight… The last day of my poly. I’m gonna cry -
Cry out all the joy that knowing people like you — the genuine friendships and precious love we have and the smile that you put on my face everyday.
My life would have been totally colorless without all these.
Here’s my million thanks from the bottom of my heart.
Each of you will be remembered (:
Love,
Sandy Lee Si Min
Republic Polytechnic
Diploma in Sonic Arts
Republic Polytechnic Wind Symphony
Republic Rhapsody
Student ID: 62032
January 20, 2009
“人生是没有定律的一种节奏 不如用心去感受”
"life is some kind of inconstant rhythm/tempo; why not uses the heart to feel it. " The irony: If you can find so many reasons to be upset; why not give sometimes for yourself and find many reasons to be happy? (: So what if this world is full complexity? just remember keep the simple reasons in your mind. oh well, 2 more lessons to my end of poly student life! woohooo! Gonna thanks Anthony for the pizza x) at least there's a faci that cares for his student :] okay, I think I know what to write for my 2009 resolution-
Days spending with you January 19, 2009
Nevertheless, I’m more into photography/lomography.
Or rather I’m more into things I used to like, do and listen. I’m not sure what’s going on with me but I know that’s how I used to be.
No, no. Nothing bad about this. Actually, This will make me feel that I’m spending my time wisely and meaningfully.
Feels like I found more meaning and reason to live for this life, because all the emotions it bring, are just so precious.
Anyway, we were walking through the underpass of the tunnel at the Esplanade and saw this photo exhibition named “Days with my father”.
“Days with My Father” is a photo journal by Phillip Toledano documenting his 98 year old father’s last days with Alzheimers. Sad yet inspirational photos with notes from everyday life and memories, they will wrench you from laughing to crying, but will leave you feeling profoundly moved, and what more can we ask of art?
From: http://ninjamonkeys.co.za/2008/07/30/days-with-my-father-by-phillip-toledano/
It brought me to tear when I saw this
:
The son had to repeat to the father that the mother had passed away while the father keeps looking out for the mother to be there for the father…
It’s really a good photo exhibition anyway.
You asked me what if you will to be like the father and all that.
My answer that i gave you, hope you still remember-
Because, that’s my promise to you (:
Your mama January 17, 2009
Something got me enlighten :
Stay happy (:
Happy is the only key to get over sad things.
If you find so many reasons to be sad;
Why not find much more reasons to be happy 
Be happy from the bottom of your heart
Because Happy can make you go lucky!
Since CNY is coming soon.
So..
HUAT AR! 发 啊！
Visualize January 16, 2009
I don’t know how to describe to you what’s on my mind all these while,
But I can tell you that I currently at the lowest point where I feeling like an idiot and a loser after I’ve been trying all these years.
I’m stepping towards another path of my life although the ending doesn’t seem really good.
But I’m trying to end it good here.
It really saddening that those closest to me, my family, don’t give me the support.
But I still want to believe that they will eventually give me encourage that I’ve been longing for.
Although I don’t know why the only way to win is to risk,
But I can’t be afraid.
Because only my dreams can save me now.
